This is my life !!!

2011-10-19T22:42:00.003+08:00

After listening to the other side of the story...I really felt so ashamed, disappointed and regretful with my actions. I should have carried on with what my heart wants....but now....all it too late...

I should never have let go

2011-10-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I have updated my blog and many things have changed since then....life got busier and busier for me...pulling me further and further away from my dreams...my friends....my life...

2011-06-07T23:36:00.001+08:00

What I wanted is just as simple as a hug of care from someone.

2011-04-25T00:48:00.001+08:00

I wish I also had a gumiho that stick around me just like Shin min ah. Lol

2011-04-24T13:54:00.002+08:00

I have finally reached 19 years old this year and I will be completing my poly year 3 this year. This year's birthday is the one that has the most happening that had ever happened to me in my life. Had been so troubled since weeks before my birthday. Had been getting more and more tired of the life that I have been living right now. It was also untill now, after 3 years of me being in poly, I finally released what is so different of me from the other poly students or people of the same age around me.

Recently because of all the year 1 that came into RP, and also me being even more quiet in school compared to when i first came to RP, I saw something that made me feel so different from the others. I do not have the passion and energetic look which almost all poly students and people of my age have. I am a totally "no life" guy in other people's eye. I had been working so hard for my grades and also for my work. All i did this 3 years was either studying or working my ass off.

In the past, working at udders is a form of escape for me to destress and pull myself away from school work. But now, working at udders is something I dread....especially after what had happened... although it might not be my fault totally but I am indeed the one that created this mess.

My stress level and loneliness feeling just keep growing as I proceed in my life. Untill the current stage of my life, I had been battling and overcoming almost all challenges given to me by myself. So many many time...I wish that I can just give up everything and at the same time having someone comforting me and telling me that I had did great untill now...that's all I had wished for.

2011-03-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

Gonna stop all of this for now. Although I saw some thing which comfirmed what I thought of, it is still not comfirmed yet. Gonna return my mindset to the state where nothing matters to me. If this continues, the fall is just gonna hurt as much as it did perviously. So....WAKE UP YOUR IDEA MAN !

2011-03-01T00:43:00.001+08:00

I am not asdad going to be in a awrqwr delimma asfafaw again. I had asfasfasf already qweqwe thought it over clearly and i really qweqeq mean everything. If i was given the chance again....I would !@#!%! accept it 1231244 straight without any more doubts. Believe me.

2011-02-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

Finally, my long awaited holidays are coming soon. Although it is my holidays, but almost everyday of it have already been booked, by school and my job that is. Even though there is no need for me to report for school every morning during the holidays, I still got to report for work. And it seems that there is quite a lack of staffs working. This resulted in me having to submit as many days i as can for each week. Some times even having to work full shift of 12 or more hours per day. Besides my work, I also need to start working on my FYP which is the most important project for my poly life. Fail it, and everything will be gone.

The only thing which i am looking forward during my holidays should be going to Genting ba. This will be my first time going to Genting highlands. Although i am quite looking forward to it, I also don really feel like going. Currently and confirmed, there are only 5 of us going and out of the 5, i am the only guy. And because i am the only guy, I got the special prevailage of sleeping alone in a single room. Although a few of them did suggested sleeping with them, i still don think it is a good idea actually. Hope i can find someone else to go with me so that i don have to sleep alone....

2010-11-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Gonna stay positive man !

2010-11-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

Hahaha !!! Yesterday went to sakae sushi with the udders group. Although all of us did not really talked alot during dinner but we did have a lot of fun when we are taking photos. And to my surprise, I FINALLY HAVE NICE PHOTOS LE !!!! Everytime when i take photos, 99.9% all turn out to be CMI...but this time, WOOT !!!! almost 99.9% are all nice photos :D Wish to have one more similar event in the future. Hope THOSE that cant join us this time will be joining us the next time :p

2010-11-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

Why is my mind always doing something different from what my heart wants ? I had been waiting for this day to come...I had been encouraging myself to brave myself for so long...I have been expecting the unexpected but why ??? Why did i still back out the very last mintue ??? I really hate this kind of regrets. I think i might even feel better if i did give it a try. Maybe i am really just not worthy enough (yet) .

2010-11-06T23:09:00.001+08:00

Just returned from a walk downstairs alone after buying my chocolate bar and a packet of strawberry milk. I always love to be taking a walk alone downstairs every time it is raining because not much people will be around. Although i do not know why i love to do this whenever it is raining, but i had been doing this ever since i was young. I even forgotten when i first started to do this, but i just remembered that it was because of some unhappy incident and ever since, i always will be wanting to take a stroll alone when ever it is raining. Does this means that i am that unhappy every time it rains ???

2010-11-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

Finally a day of rest for me after such a stressful week. Given this stress-free day, i did some elvaulation of my studies of my new semester. And i found that, I HAD REALLY GOTTEN REAL SLACK THIS SEM !!!!!!! HOW TO GET MY GPA OF 3.8 LIKE THAT !!!!!!

Really got to wake up my ideas right now ! Last sem, most of my daily grades are all A but now....it is a 50-50 situation. My B are almost the same as my A already. I have really not been putting in enough effort in my studies this semester. Although i got to admit that half of the time in class i am totally distracted and not paying attendtion at all.

My exams are also reaching the coming week and i totally have no time and should not have any reason for me to be slacking anymore. I really wish my body can tahan at least untill my exams are over first where i will then get my 2 weeks of holidays for me to properly rest myself. There are already many instances where i had just fallen asleep without me knowing and waking up only after so damn long ! This stress is really torturing me so much...giving me requent headaches and sleepless nights...

Holidays ...Please come to me soon ok ~~~~

2010-10-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hmm....so is this actually good or bad.

2010-10-24T09:39:00.008+08:00

WOOT !!! Happy bday to Ang ang yesterday ! Although it was his birthday, but it was the first time i felt 18. Yesterday was the first time i went to pick and pay for the vodka and also drink together with so many friends untill we are really a little bit drunk i suppose.

What is sad about the whole event is that i got work the next day :( I got to go home before 3.30am while jack and daven gets to stay at alvin's place. As we drink, we talked about a lot of stuff. It was more of a meeting at the Olympus with zues and the other gods. LOL Although having a great deal of fun yesterday, i still didn't get to say what i wanted to say...thinking that alcohol might make one braver, but for me...only more sleepy. HAHAHA

Je t'aime

2010-10-21T00:01:00.001+08:00

Today went to shop at bugis street with xinyi, feon and jack. The more correct way should be following them. And we also went to have buffet at this damn nice resturant named the sweets. the food there really was so nice that it really brighten my days even more. And additional to it, i bought the sunglasses which i had been eyeing on for some time. And when i wear it, i really feel that i looked cooler in it HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2010-10-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

回想到某些事。。。我的眼泪也就这样。。。滴了一滴下来。但，也就那一滴。。。。。。。

2010-10-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

I have sunk faster than i have imagine and i am still sinking. Sinking way too fast and too deep. so is this bad or good ?

2010-10-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

My feeling now ?

2010-10-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

Stress is coming back at me again...pressuring me so much...even more than last semester. One reason is because i wanted to maintain my good grades this semester and surpass it if possible by getting a 3.8 for GPA this semester. The other reason is that i got to handle all these new faces and unfamiliar way of handling work with my new classmates.

Things are really a lot different compared to last semester. All the modules seems so much complex then last semester's. Everything was a breeze for me in the past but this new class ? Everything is way too complex and confusing. I am really worried about my grades dropping this semester and i cant allow that. I got to get my scholarship to university no matter what as there is no way my family will be able to afford my university fees.

Had been having sleepless nights even before school started and still counting...

Although all the above negative stuff that happened to me for these few days, there is one thing that can be considered a happy occasion ba ? She finally finished her exams and will be reporting back for work tomorrow lo !!! ^^

2010-10-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

It is 9.15 pm right now. Just another 24 hours later, it will be my first day of sem 2. A new sem, new timetable, new facilitators and new classmates. Although i had experienced changing of classes quite a few time already, but yea.....i am still a little nervous about meeting new classmates. Wonder what they will be like. But no matter what, I got to try to mix with them more and blend in with them. So these are the things i got to achieve this semester.

1.Grades higher than 3.8 this sem
2. Be a more socioable guy(crappy and hyper ^^ )
3.Complete my CE points
4.Must find time for friends even though i need to work and study

Although my usual way of leading my life MIGHT change this semester, but no matter what I happens to me, I got to strive on for myself and the people around me :D

Jiayou ba~

2010-10-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

Was really very tired today. It was the last sunday before my school starts and yet i had to work. What's worst is that i slept @ 6am the day before working because i only reached home after 5am. Having to work while deprived of sleep really is not easy at all. Keep having the tendecy to just lie on the floor behind the counter and just sleep. Although i was really tired the whole day, but was really very happy that i got to meet her after my work.

Taught her the way Mrs chua always recommended us to deal with Paper 2. It is really a very good way of answering Paper 2 but i wonder if she will be able to understand how to use it. Although it is really good, it stil takes a certain amount of practise before one is able to use that method. Hope she will be able to do well in her Paper 2, when she told me she did rather badly for her Paper 1, i also feel the pain and nervous for her. As i had also been on the verge of being retained before in secondary 3.

Other than just exam stuff alone, i also found out that she is going back to work this coming friday .^^ Although is really great that she is coming back for work together this friday, i would stil wish that she stay at home and relax first after such a tiring exam. Everytime see her scooping the ice creams, i really wish that i can help her scoop all the ice creams but work is still work, there is only a certain limit to what i can do to help.

Don wanna see her working too hard :(

2010-10-10T19:48:00.001+08:00

Finally received the message from acer service centre that my laptop is ready for collection. At first was still worrying that school is starting in 2 days time and my laptop is not back yet but lucky i got back my laptop before school starts this time round.

2010-10-07T19:32:00.003+08:00

I was really so bored at home today that i had been stoning in front of my desktop for the whole morning. I was so bored that i even called to ask daven out for lunch at AMK hub which i don usually do because it is so far away. For the whole morning before i actually met up with daven, i had been playing my guitar and trying to find songs for feon. Although i was trying to find songs for feon to sing, sub conciously i was only finding songs that i liked myself. And after the whole morning of surfing the net , i found my song ! 爱很简单by david tao.

As i have alway love this song a lot, therefore being able to play it with my guitar and singing it is really a wonderful thing(when it is really so boring at home -.-). I had been practising this song for more than 3 hours and i am confident to say, my playing of guitar for this song sure is nice :)

2010-10-06T10:10:00.002+08:00

Just 4 more days to a new semester. Rp still have not posted my results and the name of classmates of my new class. Although this will be the fourth time experiencing a change of enviroment in RP, i am still not very used to this kind of system. Everytime where we just started to get use to the current people of my class, i will be forcefully dragged out and be placed in a all new environment again. And i really hope i will not mess up my grades for this semester espicallly when i had worked so hard for my pervious semester. But one thing i can be sure of....i am still not in the mood for school yet :(

2010-10-05T19:49:00.001+08:00

I think i made feon angry again sia :( She asked me to comment on her recorded MV. But because it was really late at that time and really very tired and only wish is to have my sleep, i just randomily commented on her voice and graded her singing. Haiz....everytime make her angry :(

2010-10-03T21:04:00.001+08:00

I really do need to brush up on the way i talk....i am just too serious in what ever i am doing..

2010-10-03T12:04:00.002+08:00

Recently fallen in love with Jason marz's song. Felt that many of his songs are so meaningful. A few sentence from his song "life is wonderful" espcially caught my eyes.

It takes a thought to make a word,
It takes some word to make a action
And it takes so work to make it work.

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes you some fear to make you trust

2010-10-03T01:21:00.001+08:00

2010-10-03T00:52:00.002+08:00

OK !!! from now on i really got to be more brave and confident in everything i do. no more shy shy guy from now on.

sociable, hyper and crappy :D ( really fits the me of my primary school days)

2010-10-02T13:34:00.003+08:00

Recently kept being scared by people asking me...."can i ask you a question ? ". Somemore most of them are asking the same question... x _ x

2010-10-02T12:46:00.002+08:00

Time really do fly very fast. It felt just like yesterday that my holiday just started and now, i got to change my party mode back to study mode as school is starting soon. A lot of things have happened during this holiday and my perspective of life did changed a little bit. As for how much of my perspective of life had i changed, don worry, it is defintely becoming more and more positive. A lot more positive then i ever had . Hope i will be able to do as well for this coming semester as i had did for the pervious one.

2010-09-28T19:29:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA!!! today really joke when working at udders. This is what i get for not paying attention when doing work. Was ask by Lydia to help clean the air-con so i climbed up the ladders and tried to reach the top of the air-con...without noticing that the "killer" fan is not off. And..."whack" my head was hitted by the spinning fan and i jumped down from the ladder.

The moment i landed, my hand slowily approach my head to touch it. My heart jumped so hard when i felt my hands touched some wet stuff and when i tried to look at it....LOL !!! lucky it is only my sweat, my head is still there HAHAHA!!!!

2010-09-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

Thinking so much also no use...better sleep early ba....had not been sleeping early for quite a while le...

2010-09-27T20:28:00.003+08:00

In the past, i nv really understood the meaning of missing a person....but now...i do have one...and i can say....the feeling of missing one aren''t really that good...although the feeling of missing one aren't that good but it is this feeling that makes one more devoted into such stuff

2010-09-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

Went out for a run with daven early in the morning as he need to train for his NS. Really love exerising early in the morning. I had always been wanting to do this for a long time, going to the gym, stadium doing excerise early in the morning everyday. Although like that say is a bit paisei but...i think i have gotten fitter this few days sia HAHA.

2010-09-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

I'm really afraid i might just tears if i do hear your answer....

2010-09-02T17:09:00.002+08:00

I think it is beating agian...
haiz....unable concentrate on my exams....

2010-04-11T15:41:00.002+08:00

From this coming thusday onwards, it will be my second year in Republic poly. And since it is a new year, my time table has also changed. My lessons will be starting at 0915 and ends at 1600 everyday. Many people might think that this is a very good timing as they can sleep longer in the morining not having to wake up so early. But the problem for me is that,i am a early waker. I usually wakes up around 6 on school days. This is just the way my bio clock works on school days. Therefore i came up with a new schedule as to my daily morning routine.

Below are what i shall be doing every morning

1.Morning jog
2.read up the pre-reading of the lesson of the day

This shall be my new schedule from this thusday onwards.

**Actually this is just written so that i will not forget to do the things that i planned out :) **

2010-03-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today Mr tan treated Liang,daven,wei chong and me to breeks ! The food there is totally very nice but same goes for the price of course. But since it is his treat, i suppose it is ok ? I intially thought that he will be talking about NCC's stuff with us when we are eating but i was wrong. As we eat, we gradually talked into personal stuff. Mr tan started asking about wei chong, liang and daven's relationship. His comment about wei chong was that he always gives mr tan a impression that he has a girlfriend while liang is always very sad and for daven ? i will say a little messy ? LOL(no offences pls :)

After he saying about his impression of what he have on the three of them, i was also rather eager to find out what he has of mine. In the end, he did not said anything about mine and just past onto the next subject.

This led me to two conclusion on what impression he had of me.

2010-03-21T00:06:00.003+08:00

Just returned from the leadership camp yesterday. It was a rather special camp for me as it was the first camp that was mostly planned by my batch of NCC cadet. I even prepared slides for 3 lessons. IFC , MOI and finally C&C .

Although this camp was also very tiring, but the experience i gained is just so great and useful. Other than being able to improve my leadership skills, i also get to know a lot of new friends. Although i am their officer and they are my up-coming sergents, but all of us are actaully able to communicate with and play around with very easily.

We did the leopard crawl in the muddy ground straight after the rain, catching some joker changing rooms at night and also learning about some "gays" in the platoon.

2010-02-25T14:44:00.002+08:00

Previously, i felt that being with others is alot better than me being alone. But recently, i felt that i had rather be alone than with a group of people. I am not raelly sure about what causes this major change in attitude but i really felt that it is becoming more stress for me to be with people.

Although when i am alone, i will feel that it is very lonely, quiet and there is no one to discuss or talk to when in need but it is alot better than being with a group of people.

2010-02-25T14:34:00.003+08:00

At the rate my money is being spent, i don know when will i be able to get my first violin. I had been saving for it since i started poly. It already been about one year and i still haven saved enough for it. Everytime when i almost reached the target, there will be situation that i will need to use that money to pay for some other things which is of more periority.

Recently the more i listened to people playing violin on youtube, the more i wanted to get my violin. But after thoughts, as i do not have a proper lesson on violin yet, it might be a waste to get my violin now. But after calcuating out the money i will be to have in order to attend a violin lesson and buy a violin, it is already far more than i can afford.The lessons alone will cost me more than a hunderd per month. Even if i do have a job, i don think i will be able to afford it at my current state.

Had been thinking about maybe getting a second hand violin, but another problem surfaced. Although my parents are very supportive of me going for violin lessons, but they are not really that supportive of me buying a violin when i had not even attended a single lesson before.

Other than the money problem i faced, another problem will be the time i am allowed to play my violin if i do get one. As my father works night shift, he will need to have his sleep till 5pm in the afternoon therefore i cant really do anything that causes noises before 5pm. Even when i am watching TV, i had to turn down the volume. Therefore with the time allowed for me to play, it is really too limited for me.

Wonder when then can i get my violin...

2010-02-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

Poly life is really not fun and exciting....

2010-02-04T20:45:00.003+08:00

It is really tough for me to continue this. Everytime doing this to me, i might just break down one day.

Please...stop it...

2010-01-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

O.oooo forgotten to upload my finished charmelon when finished

2010-01-23T20:56:00.004+08:00

Finally after a whole week of hard working, week 13 of my sem 1 ended. As today is a saturday, i hereby declare myself a rest day so that i can sort of like feel refresh after all the stress i had to go through in the coming weeks. Although i did said that it would be a rest day for me, but i am actaully working hard on the designing of the name card and the drawing of that big charmelon. As it is for my entrepureanship lesson, it does affect my grades. therefore i had to put my heart into this. Another reason is also because others of the team also had worked hard for this "project" since weeks ago.

Till now, i only complete the draft design of the name card and also the draft of the charmelon. I will upload the complete one the moment it is out :)

Hope it will be nice

2010-01-14T21:21:00.001+08:00

It actually still came back to me after so long.

When i thought it was already gone...

):

2010-01-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

i am also getting my results today but i FORGOTTEN TO TAKE OUT MY PASSWORD with me. In RP now whiile others are all getting their results... Ar !!!! i also want to see my grades.

2009-12-15T19:00:00.002+08:00

just got back from the Singapore's first ever YOG friendship camp. I was the logitics team there which means one of the main forces there helping out. It was really a great experience to be in this event. There is just too much that i wish to say but let's just briefly go through it.

Really learned alot of things that is really helpful for my future and one of the best thing that happened in the camp is that i got to know 4 more friends and because of the hardship we gone through together, we are alot more closer compared to when we first met.

2009-12-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

Prove to show that i am going for YOG !!!!!!

2009-12-06T19:21:00.002+08:00

Today went for the YOG friendship camp briefing early in the morning. Had to go all the way to pasir panjang as the camp is located there. When we got there, we sort of lost our way therefore asked a thailand guard there for location. He did gave us the direction but A WRONG ONE !!!!!!!.

He lead us all the way towards the oppsite of the entrence of the camp. We had another 20 minutes of fast walk before we finally reached back at the camp site.

As today is pre-camp activities, we were only required to sort out the T-shirts that will be given to the participants. The organisager gave us 5 hours to complete the job but we completed it withtin half-an-hour and for this half-an-hour job, we ate their breakfast and lunch which they provided. Such a good deal !!!!

Also got to meet a few of the althes that had came earlier as their flight arrived too earily.

During the briefting, also heard that they will be inviting Olympics chamions of the past few years to give talks on their winning.

2009-12-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

This whole week, really damn no mood to do anything. Althought even till now still don know what's the thing that's just affecting my mood.

Before i had one problem solved, another pop-up. At first i was so happy that i am going for the friendship camp as not everyone that wish to go will be selected. Only after i had signed up, i remembered that i am having 2 UTs on that period. Did went to One-stop centre to ask for help but is the same as not asking.

Another problem is that i had to start looking for a job no matter what when this holiday come. Already had a butt full of debts already due to the prom night. Although still had to school after the holiday ended, but i do not intend to quit my job if i have one.

It's going to one tired hell from now onwards....

2009-11-23T18:41:00.002+08:00

I completed my first ever vertical maronton yesterday at the stamford swiss hotel. It is a 73 storey high hotel that held this competition anuually. Before this competition, although i kept saying that i will train first before going for it but in the end, i still did nothing and just took the challenge.

When the competition started, i was thinking of being in the middle of the flag off team so that it will not be too oddward being the last of the first team to be flagged off as there is a lot of reporters around taking photos.

When the horn went off, i and my friends jogged slowily towards the stairs and started climbing. We used less than a minutes to reach the 10th floor and this is where i started to felt that my leg has gone wobby and also the REDBULL i drank earily is sort of stuck in the middle of my chest and that caused me to have difficuities breathing for that few seconds. In the end, I took 16.58 minutes to reach the top of the hotel. Therefore the next year my target will be in getting a timing less than 10 minutes and getting into the top 20.

I will do it and i can do it !

2009-11-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

Ok by right today should have gone for kayaking but because i already had a very very tired day at the Ubin and flashmob, i decided not to go anymore(such a waste...) We all went to Ubin for rackee for our december holiday camp. Although i still felt that it is not safe to conduct a night walk at the mountain bike trail, but i agreed to have it conducted only after setting some cretireas that must be carried out if we are going. Before we all started our cycling, i felt that we will not be able to finish the whole of the track as we tried it once and we did not even complete half of it. This time the track is even more difficult to cycle as it had just rained in the morning. But to my surprise, everyone of us completed it without any serious injury. So feeling like going back there again but with full kit the next time :)

2009-11-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm really feeling very down now...

All messed up...

Everything...

Just feeling down...

Haiz...

2009-11-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

Just yesterday i posted about me already not having enough time with my father. Just moment ago, he told me that someone offered him a job which pays him $5000 per month if he is willing to work. But now he will have to move to indonesia and stay there alone. he will only be coming back every 2 months and only for a few days. I don think this is a bad deal but i still do not really like this idea. I do not feel that it is safe the moment i heard that the country he will be going is indonesia. I been there twice and i nv liked that atmosphere there. I don really care how much he earns and whatever. I just feel that we will be able to have fun just like what liang and his family is able to have.

I wish he will not take this offer....

2009-11-09T14:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with alvin and liang's family to a lot of places. It was then i remebered it was his family day every sunday. Seeing how liang's family actually spend their sunday together, reminds me how long i had not went out with my father.

Since young, He will always bring me and my family all around singapore too like what liang's parent did. But after he started driving taxi, the only time where he and my family will go out together will be on Chinese new year. Even when it is chinese new year, he also had to work therefore the only time we spent together is having a quick dinner at my grandma's house and he went off to work again. Thinking back, it had already been around 4 years since he started driving taxi. Many time, when i returned home from school he had already went to work. The moment when he is back, i am already alseep therefore i might not even had the chance to talk to him some times as he works night shift.

2009-11-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

I had predicted this to be happening quite some time ago. The way everything is progessing, i already felt that it will be over for all of us very soon. Firstly you are can get angry over little crap reasons, now even using crap excuses. i rather let this be the last time we will be solving such things. I do not agree with all of u trying to ment the suitation as it just bring no good to both side.

2009-11-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

Should i say i am damn happy now ? This is the second time in a row for maths lesson i am able to solve the math problem !!! It was so difficult sia !!!(must make it sounds damn difficult)

HAHAHA!!!! i am so pro

2009-10-31T20:56:00.003+08:00

I am really a little worried about my Chemistry as i am always weak in this subject. I had been practicsing it quite some time and finally i am starting to get the feel of chemistry is actually very easy to be understood. What i worries the most now is that if i am able to complete everything i can before taking it this monday. Mine targeted grade for science was oringinally a C5 for science. Now, i wish to make a amendment to my targeted grades.

I WILL GET A B3 FOR MY SCIENCE !

I will be carrying out my final revision tomorrow morning as i had already reached my limits today.

2009-10-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

Just some tests

2009-10-14T20:38:00.001+08:00

What others see from your style
You are artistic, confident and don't like to be controlled. You enjoy traveling, and dressing smartly helps you move around more efficiently.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.

What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

2009-10-06T20:47:00.002+08:00

This is only the second day back in Rp. Having need to cope with both my poly assessment and my O level, my energy is drained out way faster than i thought.Having only 24 hours per day doesn't seem enough for me.As My lesson only end after 1530, therefore only being able to reach home after 1430. By the time i had finish bathing and such,finally when i am able to study for my O's,it is already 8pm.I wonder how long i can push myself or should i still push myself somemore as this is already the last time i will be taking my O's

2009-10-03T22:42:00.009+08:00

Today's my Big sis, Wayne's wedding part 2. Early morning, they started to come and fetch the bride. In order to get the bride, they had to pass a certain number of missions.The first mission was to find 5 people(must be stranger) and ask them each to wear a red underwear over their pants and take a picture. The second mission was to drink a special drink the "sisters" had prepared. From my understanding, the drink contains bitterground,durian,chilli and some unknow fruits.

After all the ceremony,we finally get to move out to the next destination. The wedding banquet was held on a cruise and about 200+ people were present on the cruise as our friends or families.At the beginning,the whole ship was full of energy but it did not last long as many adults started to have seasick,get bored and many things else as there was really nothing much to do on board a sailing ship.I suppose that those that had the most fun was the kids.Even though it was drizzling,i still see them running up and down the stairs with their lantern as it was the mid autaum festival too.As for me,i did nothing much.I was only sitting at the head of the ship with a few strangers all around my age.(all are boys !!!)

Below are just some pictures i took onboard the ship.

This is the ship that i was onboard

Hehe:X kena caught on camera pinching his face

Isn'e he dressed more like going for a rocker concert rather than a wedding ?

2009-10-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

Today, i went to mustafar together with Liang,alvin,jack and feon to get a gift for Bear which we will present to his family when we visit his house this sunday. As this was the first time i am actually invited to a malay family's house,i do not really know what kind of gift will be the most appropriate. In the end, we decided on a set of glasses which we suppose might be of the best chioce considering many factors including our budget.Throughout the whole day,we talked over alot of topics but the best one was still the one we had on the trip back on bus. Evertime when i think of jack's comment on liang,i'll still laugh unknowingly.

"Liang...u aren't so pure and clean.Don act blur anymore ! "

This is the glass that we got for Bear

Welcome to my new blog

2009-10-01T22:02:00.005+08:00

Hi people ! This is the first blog entry for this new blog i created.I will try to update my frequently. Therefore please come and show your support by visit my blog a few more times ok ? hehe :)